final 6 months left in this country
the truth is that i dont wanna go back. i dont think i would ever belong back there. my hearts so close to detonating itself.
so many what ifs and so many chances if i could have let go of her. but i could never like anyone else so these self inflicted wounds are finally catching up with my physical self
i havent even visited the bixby bridge or madison square garden or got to attend a broadway performance or go to sequoia national park yet
please someone get me a pr or green card please i’ve had enough i have exhausted all my options i am down on my knees
i will miss this place and her so much